Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Day 2: How have you changed in the past two years?

I have changed a lot in the past two years, in a good way. I really cared what people thought about me and would hide a lot of things that I was feelings. I still care about what people think about me, but not as much as I used to. I didn't really have anyone super close to me to talk things through with, and now I have multiple people who I trust enough to say exactly what I'm thinking, so that's good. It's not good to hide your feelings. Two years ago, I was really confused about whether or not I was gay. Deep down, I knew. I remember trying not to think about those things. I would try  pushing it as far back in my mind as I possibly could. I thought that I wasn't supposed to think those things, like it was horrible to think 'gay' thoughts. Now I know who I am, and I'm not ashamed of it. I'm not as much of a Beatles fan as I used to be. I was obsessed with them, it was kind of creepy. I still love the Beatles... I'm just not crazy obsessed with them anymore. 

I've changed in many other ways too, but I have math homework I still need to finish. I guess I'll go do that now...or after I listen to these leaked Gaga songs a few more times...


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