Things I need...

- Olive Garden's salad dressing
- New clothes, including socks and underwear
- Red velvet milk
- Winter
- More time with my boyfriend
- New music

(I will be adding on to this from time to time)

And sorry I haven't been on here in ten years!

Day 9: Two things I wish I could do

1. Freeze time like Piper on Charmed. How awesome would that be?
2. Sing and actually sound decent.

Productive day.

So today I helped my parents clean the living room, kitchen, and bathrooms. By myself, I COMPLETELY cleaned my room, rearranged it, and moved a tv and stand in there. Oh, and I reorganized the top of my closet, which really needed it. Anyway, I picked up my room, dusted it, cleaned the mirrors and window, cleaned the walls and vacuumed the floor. I washed my bed sheets, blankets, and curtains too. AND I DID SO MUCH LAUNDRY. All the clothing that I own is clean, except for one pair of socks, boxers, and a plain gray shirt. Oh, and I cleaned my computer out too, which was super easy but still worth mentioning.

Anyway, I am Monica Geller. 

And I didn't go over this after I typed it so there are probably tons of errors... but I don't care.

It gets better.

I can't watch those videos without crying.

oh hai

I know I haven't been on here in forever, I've just been out enjoying my Summer. This is by far the best summer I've ever had, and hopefully it just keeps getting better. Anyway, I'm not going to keep doing the thirty day challenge I was doing on here anymore. Just thought I'd let you guys know.
kaythnxbai.

Day 9: Your last kiss

My last kiss was a few days ago while we were at his house. It was really late and I was pretty much drunk. Not really lol, but when I'm super tired I just talk about the most random things and yeah. I don't know how much detail I'm supposed to be going into, but I guess that's all I'm going to say.

Day 8: Something you're currently worrying about

The only thing I'm worrying about is summer reading. I still don't know for sure if I'm going to be in the class! I don't wanna read the books then not be in the class, but I don't wanna not read them and end up being in the class. I just need to email Mr. Magan or something.

Boy, you got my heart beat runnin' away.

Nicki Minaj- Super Bass
I love this song, okay?

lol omg

My dad went to give me money a few minutes ago, and he handed me a quarter. Then he tried to tell me that that's how much allowance that he got when he was my age. For mowing, keeping his room clean, taking out the trash, and helping his dad at work. A quarter. Obviously I didn't believe him, so I called and asked my papaw and he confirmed it to be true.

Luckily my dad gave me more money...but I thought that he was really just going to give me a quarter because he's freaking crazy sometimes.

Day 7: Your opinion on cheating

I hope that my opinion on this subject as the same as everybody else's... that it is unnecessary and completely wrong. If you don't like the person you are with, why not break up with them? If you're too afraid of hurting their feelings by breaking up with them, I'm sure it would hurt them a lot more if you cheated on them. Actually, I know it would hurt them more. I would never cheat, and I don't think I could ever forgive someone that cheated on me.

Day 6: The person you like and why you like them

I like my boyfriend, Kyle. A lot. I like him because he makes me the happiest I've been in I don't even know how long. We have a lot in common and we always have a good time when we're together, even if we are just on tumblr with each other for nearly three hours. He is always making me laugh and he is so sassy sometimes, it's hilarious. He's really sweet, nice, smart, caring, and trustworthy. He's just an all-around great person and has an amazing personality.

Oh and did I mention that he is like really really cute? Because he is.

P.E.M.D.A.S.

Please Excuse My Dope Ass Swag

Day 5: 5 Things that irritate you about the opposite/same sex

Opposite Sex:
- Most girls come across as bitches to me.
- They start the most drama.
- It's not fair that they can wear make-up, but it's frowned upon for guys to. Kind of like masturbating on an airplane.
- The fact that they have vagina's. dood dats not cute.
- "Guys don't have to do anything. We have to give birth! And we have periods every month! And you can pee standing up!" Seriously? Just shut up.

Same Sex:
- Usually guys are the ones that are more homophobic.
- Guys are usually less mature.
- The guys that always talk about sports or hunting annoy me so much omg.
- Guys are usually more violent, it seems. I think it's irritating when guys are always threatening to beat someone up and stuff like that. I guess they are trying to be cool? I don't know.
- Guys aren't usually as outgoing. That's what I think, anyway. Most of them are too afraid to do something that might come across as 'girly'. Do you know what I mean?

I didn't like doing this. Oh, and sorry I haven't been posting very much lately.

I still don't know what to do.

I'm thinking about getting my hair cut like this over summer. Do you think I should? Be honest! 

Day 4: What you wear to bed

Usually I just wear my underwear, socks and whatever shirt I wore that day. I hate not wearing socks.

Day 3: What kind of person attracts you

People who are:

- funny

- down to earth

- willing to try new things

- intelligent

- caring

- friendly

I feel like I've answered this question like twenty times before.

I haven't been this happy in... I don't even remember. 

Day 2: How have you changed in the past two years?

I have changed a lot in the past two years, in a good way. I really cared what people thought about me and would hide a lot of things that I was feelings. I still care about what people think about me, but not as much as I used to. I didn't really have anyone super close to me to talk things through with, and now I have multiple people who I trust enough to say exactly what I'm thinking, so that's good. It's not good to hide your feelings. Two years ago, I was really confused about whether or not I was gay. Deep down, I knew. I remember trying not to think about those things. I would try  pushing it as far back in my mind as I possibly could. I thought that I wasn't supposed to think those things, like it was horrible to think 'gay' thoughts. Now I know who I am, and I'm not ashamed of it. I'm not as much of a Beatles fan as I used to be. I was obsessed with them, it was kind of creepy. I still love the Beatles... I'm just not crazy obsessed with them anymore. 

I've changed in many other ways too, but I have math homework I still need to finish. I guess I'll go do that now...or after I listen to these leaked Gaga songs a few more times...

Day 1. Weird things you do when you're alone.

I love being home alone, god. Pants do not exist, there is no need to listen to music at a reasonable volume, and I can just do whatever I want without my dad yelling at me.
OH. And I can play Glee Karaoke Revolution and my Michael Jackson dance game. 
I don't really do anything too weird.

I'm doing another

challenge because I have nothing to talk about. This time a thirty day challenge. I'm pretty sure I'm supposed to start at the beginning of the month, but I'm just going to start now. Feel free to try the challenge with me again.

Day 10: One person you can trust

1. My mom. I know that I can open up my heart to her and she won't tell a soul. She does the same with me; she's told me things that my dad doesn't even know about her and I haven't told anyone. She's always been there for me.

Day 8: Three words you can't go a day without using

1. "Ohmygod" -Three words, but I don't care. I'm counting it as one. I say that all the time.
2. "Seriously"
3. "What"

I'm skipping day seven of the challenge because this is my blog and I can do whatever I want.

Day 6: Five things you can't live without

1. My friends, my mom and most of my family. Seriously, they mean the world to me and I have no idea what I would do without them.

2. The internet. Mainly tumblr, youtube and facebook. 

3. Laughter. That may sound creepy, but oh well. I love laughing and having a good time.

4. Sleep! I always look forward to sleeping because I love dreaming more than almost anything. 

5. Four is enough for now. I'll add a fifth later. 

Edge of Glory

by Gaga is amazing. 

That's all.

Unpopular opinion, kind of.

I love Taylor Swift. I have all of her cds, I love her voice, her as a person, and I can relate to most of her songs. Oh, and I think she's super pretty. Most people I talk to hate her, think her songs are horrible and think she's weird looking. I don't.

no regrets.

Day 5: Six songs that you're addicted to

1. Something To Die For- The Sounds. I don't know why I like this song so much. It's strange.
2. Teenage Dream- The Warblers. I REGRET NOTHING.
3.You Don't Know Me- Ben Folds ft. Regina Spektor. I will never not love this song.
4. Judas- Lady Gaga. Do I really need to explain this one? Oh, the music video was friggin' perfect.
5. Dress and Tie- Charlene Kaye ft. Darren Criss.
6. Ours- The Bravery. This is on the New Moon soundtrack or something. lulz. I dont' know why I like this song so much either. It's kinda random.

Some of those songs are kinda random. I can't stop listening to On The Floor and Till The World Ends either. Oh, and I always listen to You Make My Dreams Come True and So Caught Up In You. That's way more than six songs but I don't really care.

Day 4: Seven fears/phobias

1. Dying. I'm afraid of how I am going to die, and what comes after death. The thought of eternity terrifies me.
2. Never finding anybody to be with.
3. Being unsuccessful in life.
4. Getting old. This is probably my top fear, actually. I want to be young forever.
5. Spiders, ticks, and pretty much all bugs/insects. I'm not as bad as I used to be, though.
6. Big dogs.
7. Having all of the attention on me. Like, in class and stuff. I usually start shaking, stuttering, talking fast, and I just freak out. I don't think I'm as bad as I used to be. Musical theatre actually kind of helped last year, but not this year. We haven't does anything in musical theatre this year.

Day 3: Eight things that annoy you

1. When I got to take a shower, pull back the curtain, and all the hooks get tangled together.
2. When my sister doesn't finish the laundry she starts. Actually, anytime I have to do laundry and there are clothes in the dryer and wet clothes in the washer. It makes me so mad. People need to finish what they start.
3. Crazy religious people. It's good to be religious, just don't shove everything you believe down my throat and try to tell me how to live my life.
4. The alarm noise.
5. My locker. It never opens and it always gets jammed.
6. Bitches. Not the hilarious bad bitches, but like forreal bitches.
7. When teachers pretend that everything that we learn in their class is essential for being successful after high school.
8. People who constantly mess with my hair or won't stop touching me.

**I just thought of this. WHEN TRAINS BLOW THEIR HORNS. My god. It's so rude and it's just a terrible noise. I live near the train tracks, and they blow their horns all through the night pretty much. I hate them with a passion and they're just super annoying. I don't care if this is my 9th one. fuq da police

HAIR.

I really want shorter hair but I don't know if I should get it cut over summer. Like, shorter on the sides and back, but still kind of long in the front. I don't know, it makes sense in my head okay.
What do you think I should do? 

OMG I FORGOT

TO TELL EVERYONE THIS. Today in musical theatre, I was talking to H. Helm and J. Redfern when the entire floor shook and everybody got really quiet. Then there was this high pitched laughter with B. Stone on the floor. It was so funny. She fell from her chair because she was spinning in it or something stupid.
ha

ha

ha

ha

omg.

Day 2: Nine things you do everyday

1. Take a shower. I take them in the morning because I hate sleeping on my hair, then waking up to try to fix it. It makes me feel gross.
2. Get on tumblr, facebook, youtube and blogger. And other websites, but I get on those four everyday.
3. Wish I had super powers.
4. Hold things back. For example, there are so many things I want to say to people at school but I end up just pretending like they don't bother me. I am always holding something back.
5. Listen to music. On my way to/from school and pretty much from the time I get home until I got to bed.
6. Text/call somebody.
7. Over-think things.
8. Procrastinate. I should be finishing my English homework right now. ha
9. Laugh.

So Glee tomorrow

IS new! Cody Fitzhugh is a dirty liar. I knew I was right.

That's all.

I feel the need

to watch Charmed for the rest of the day. The only problem is trying to figure out what season and episodes to start on. Might as well start from the beginning and re-watch them all again over summer. I wish there was someone that liked Charmed just as much as I do.

Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself

Okay, I've tried to write these things before and I'm really bad at them. I'm not going to count that as one of my facts.

1. I have no idea what I want to do with my life anymore. I never really did to begin with.
2. Eventually, I want to move to a big city. Hancock County is horrible.
3. I love octopi and pretty much all sea-life.
4. I'm gay.
5. Charmed, Friends, Avatar: The Last Airbender, That '70s show, and The OC are my favorite shows. I was going to write my favorite music or movies, but that's already on my blog.
6. I've never smoked/tried drugs before and never will.
7. I'm sick and tired of feeling lonely all the time.
8. I love scary movies and rollercoasters.
9. Apparently I'm an 'Engaged Idealist'.
10. I'm easily embarrassed.

I didn't really go in-depth with these. Sorry.

Ten Day Challenge

I'm just going to do this on days when I don't have anything to talk about. Feel free to do this with me!

Okay, so

I went to Irby's with my mom again today. I started talking to this old woman who was probably around sixty. We started talking about Meryl Streep and this woman was really funny and kind of ghetto. She said 'gurl' and stuff and wouldn't stop talking about her church. Before she left she said that she wanted us all to pray for my mom, so we all held hands and she started speaking in tongues with this crazy voice. It was freaking crazy. I looked up at my mom and her eyes got really big and I thought I was going to lose it. I was trying so hard not to burst out laughing. You just had to be there, I guess.

Oh

and if the 'see who views your facebook page' thing is legit, then don't be surprised if I'm your top viewer or high up there. I'm a facebook creep, what can I say. Okay, no more posts for me today.

So the whole time

I was watching Jawbreaker, all I was thinking about was the actress who played Fern. She looked super familiar, and it turns out she was Lucy in 13 Going on 30! She looks a lot better with age.

Like I said in my previous post, you should definitely watch it if you have never seen it before. If you decide to watch it, I would rent it. The version that comes on tv is edited and everything. You just don't get the full effect in the unedited version.

Rose Mcgowan is a great actress and freaking flawless. Just throwing that out there.

Little things

that made my day:

- My mom attempting to sing 'Do Ya Think I'm Sexy?'
- Mcdonald's sweet tea.
- Going to Irby's with my mom and talking to the hilarious old people.
- My sister recorded the movie Jawbreaker for me. I LOVE THAT MOVIE SO MUCH. If you have never seen it, you should watch it.
- Almost a whole day without rain. Almost.

- The rainbow!

-This song:

For some strange reason

my dad watches Glee with us. Every time they say something about a character being gay or something he shakes his head, storms out of the room and says something completely horrible. I seriously want to punch him. I'm so glad he wasn't here when the episode with the Klaine kiss was on. I can't even imagine what he would do.
I want a shirt that says 'LIKES BOYS' really big on it, like Kurt's. lulz my dad would throw a bible at me or something.

um so like hey it's been a while guys.

Nothing has happened in my life lately and I haven't thought of anything very interesting to talk about, so I just haven't really been blogging on here. I was going to blog the night after I went to see Scre4m for the third time, but almost everyone that was there has a blogger. So, yeah. I'm not going to talk about my day either because nothing really happened that was worth mentioning.

um...
this
is
kind
of awkward.

bye.

I'll post something actually worth reading one of these days.

omg this isn't happening.

i was writing in my journal at the kitchen table and i'm pretty sure my dad was reading it. i know, journals are for twelve year old girls, but i have one and write in it occasionally. i write about really personal stuff and it would be SO awkward if my dad read it. i left my journal and the rest of my books on my kitchen table while i went outside for about an hour, and when i came back everything was moved and some of my books were open. my dad was the only one up. omg omg omg.

and i found out that my sister looks at my twitter. i've talk about her before on there. lol oh well.

Why

have I been so negative lately? Okay, only positive thoughts from now on.

I'm probably never

getting my braces off. A long time ago they told me that I would probably get them off in February or March, then a few appointments ago they told me that I could get them after another appointment or two. Now they are saying that I MIGHT get them off over summer. Oh, and my teeth are killing me right now. Great.

Things I dislike and why

1. Driving to and from school
- people are dumb are careless
- the traffic is really bad
- nobody will let me out
- getting stuck behind buses suck

2. Tornado Warnings
- that's all everyone talks about on facebook
- nobody will shut up about it
- my family is ridiculous
- the lights usually go out and i can't get on the internet

3. Last night's Glee's episode
- hardly any klaine
- i didn't really like the songs
- i don't really care for sunshine and holly
* THE PROMO FOR NEXT WEEK LOOKED SO GOOD.

#14

I didn't get hardly any sleep last night, and when I woke up in the morning I had a sore throat. I decided to take advantage of that and not go to school today. I spent the day watching Easy A, Glee, Scream 2, and Scream 3. I'm pretty sure that Courtney Cox was filming the Scream movies while she was still working on Friends, so that explains all the Friends references they make in Scream 2. Oh, I'm going to see Scre4m with my sister tomorrow. She still doesn't know that I've seen it and I don't think I'm going to tell her anytime soon. Because I'm going to the movies tomorrow, I'm not going to be able to watch Glee on time! UGH.

I have been talking about Scream way too much. Sorry, I'll try to never mention it again.

I lol'd so hard at this

http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lfy894w2yV1qdl16ro1_500.gif

The Exorcist is insane and so creepy.

What I need to do today:

- get ready
- go to my granny's house
- take back mamma mia
- shave
- laundry

"When you think things can't get any worse, sometimes they don't."

That quote is from Scre4m. I would post it on facebook, but then my sister would probably realize that I went to see it without her. She has been waiting for this to come out for a while (and so have I) but she was really wanting to see it with me for the first time. I went to see it last night with Jacob, Becky, David, Tyler, and Roberto. I LOVE the original Scream movies, and I was very pleased with Scre4m. I love the cast. Courtney Cox was always my favorite on Friends, and I just love her bitchy character in the Scream movies. Rose Mcgowan played in the first Scream. Neve Cambell played in The Craft, which is one of my favorite movies. It was really strange seeing Emma Roberts play in a movie like this, but I thought she did an amazing job. I'm not going to give anything away about Scre4m, because I would be pissed if I knew how the movie ended before I saw it for myself. If you like the original ones, then this one will not disappoint you.

I love scary movies so much, even though I don't really know what to consider the Scream movies. I guess they're horror movies, but they do have a lot of humor in them. Anyway, I just love getting scared. I don't know why.

Scre4m was the first scary movie for Becky ever, and it was so funny to see her freak out and everything. Everybody kept scaring her afterwards and I thought she was going to cry or something.

You can rent movies at the Tell City Cinema now, and it's super cheap. It's only a dollar and isn't due until the next day at nine. They don't have that big of a collection to choose from, but they did have Mamma Mia and that's all that really matters. I didn't check to see if they had The Devil Wears Prada, but I will soon. I really want to see that movie. Anyway, I finally watched Mamma Mia all the way through! I loved it, it's such a happy movie.

This post is weird. I have a strange taste in movies.

Went to see Scre4m tonight and finally watched Mamma Mia all the way though. More about that tomorrow, though. I'm so freaking tired.

So I guess

that the rest of today is going to consist of me watching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows a few times and having Judas by Gaga on repeat.

DOS didn't happen for me. I talked to my mom in the morning, and I just continued to talk throughout the day. I knew that I wouldn't make it. I wish I could have at least made a shirt or something. Next year I'm going to participate forrreal. I'm glad for anyone who made it all day, though.

I listen to these songs way too much.

I don't even know why. Don't ask.

The first video is a clip from 500 Days of Summer where they play You Make My Dreams Come true by Hall and Oates. The second video is Don't Unplug Me by ALL CAPS.

 Great. Now I want to watch 500 Days of Summer.
I've also been listening to songs from Mamma Mia too much. 

I'm never not on tumblr.

http://jaredimperio.tumblr.com/

Embarrassing Moments.

My most embarrassing moment happened about a month or two ago. I was driving on Frederica and saw a red car with two girls in the front seat. I could have swore that it was Kaylie and Aleah because she has a red car and they were planning to go to Owensboro that day. I looked in my rear-view mirror and waved, they waved back, then I turned to go to Hobby Lobby and they followed. I drove down the parking lot, parked, and the red car parked a few cars in front of me. I hopped out of my car and ran up to the car, banged on the window, and saw two horribly shocked girls staring back at me. Once I realized that it wasn't Kaylie and Aleah, I just looked at the two girls with my mouth wide open, completely shocked. They probably thought I was trying to mug them or something. I didn't even know what to do, so I just ran back to my car. It was so embarrassing, oh my god. I decided to drive to the mall to avoid them. 

My second most embarrassing moment isn't even really that bad. It was in seventh grade gym class. We were setting no the floor while the teacher was doing attendance and Michael Bickett looked at me and told me that I had a hole in my shorts. At first I thought he was just messing with me, so I decided to ignore him. Before the class got up to start our warm-ups he told me again, so I looked down and sure enough, there was a gaping hole right in the crotch of my shorts. I was wearing underwear and everything so it wasn't that bad. I asked the teacher if I could go change and she let me, I just had to go through the rest of gym class in my jeans. It was just embarrassing when people asked me why I changed, and the fact Micheal Bickett was the one to tell me. At Lease I didn't go through the entire class with the shorts on.

The reason I'm on this topic is because something embarrassing just happened, but I wouldn't consider it one of my most embarrassing moments at all. I was pulling into my driveway with the Glee version of Teenage dream BLASTING from my car, and I was singing along really loud, moving awkwardly, and most likely making really strange faces. I got out of my car and looked over at him. My eyes got really big, and his eyebrows slanted like he was angry, then he just turned around and went inside. It was so embarrassing and those neighbors don't like us very much for some reason.

Oh, and something else kind of embarrassing happened today. I was outside talking to Becky on the phone and I saw this boy riding his bike out of the corner of my eye. Andy is always riding his bike, so I just assumed that it was him. I turned my head and waved really big without thinking, and it wan't Andy. It was some guy that was probably a little older than I am. He just looked at me like I was a freak and kept riding down the road. Then before I left for Vastwood earlier, I was driving through Hawesville and I saw him riding his bike again, and he saw me. He probably thinks I'm stalking him now or something.

This is probably the longest blog post I will ever have. If you read all of that, then I love you.

Here I go again...

Today has been so nice. I did almost nothing at school today, so that's always good. We watched the first part of Mamma Mia today and I thought it was amazing. Honey Honey has been stuck in my head every since choir, but I'm not complaining. I don't even know most of the words to it, but it's still a really sweet song. I really can't wait to finish Mamma Mia. 

Once I got home, I got on tumblr, facebook, and youtube for a while. After that, I decided to ride my bike. I LOVE riding my bike, it's strange. I feel like a little kid again when I ride my bike, and it gets my mind off of things. I love the wind through my hair, the sun shining on my face, the rush I get when I start going fast...I just love the feeling of feeling completely free. Now that the weather is getting nice, hopefully I can do this more often. 

Hopefully I'm not sunburned. Eff you, Accutane. 

First day back.

School was terrible today. I was super tired most of the day, either too hot or too cold, and my stomach hurt all day. Plus, the rain was insane this morning while I was driving to school.

I don't really feel like going into detail about anything. Blah. 

Twitter.

I really wish my old Twitter account never got hacked and deleted. What in the world would I even have to tweet about in eighth grade? I guess I'll never know. Anyway, I was going through some of my older tweets on my newest account and I noticed that I (pretty much) always say the same things.
- i am always talking about food
- i say 'omg' way too much
- talking about sleep
- calling someone a bitch
- stupid lyrics or quotes

I don't know why I love Twitter so much.
I don't even know why I am posting this.
Who even cares?
Oh well. I'm bored.

I wish

- things would get better.

- this break was longer.

- it would snow.

- i could go to glee live.

- gas was cheaper.

- you knew how i felt.

- i had one of my aunt's strawberry-banana-apple smoothies. 

I'm in such a weird mood. I don't know why. 

:3

I hope this doesn't turn into another website I create an account for and end up just ignoring. I'm not really sure what I'm doing, but I have to learn somehow.